“It’s So Hard”
It’s so hard, to deny you when you’re drunk,
And if there is a time and you just want to fuck.
I know it isn’t easy being the way we are.
And no it’s not funny, this shit’s gone way too far.
I lose my mind, when I drink the wine,
We all smoke too much, our school career is fucked.
All I know is you don’t love me anymore,
Can’t you see that my heart is on the floor,
All I know is, it isn’t really true,
So get it while you can.
I’m not sure I believe in love the way it used to be.
And when I told you it was over, I thought that I’d be free.
What are you trying to tell me, when you laugh in the phone?
My tears, they protect me, they keep me from being alone.
I lose my mind, when I drink the wine,
We all smoke too much, our school career is fucked.
All I know is you don’t love me anymore,
Can’t you see that my heart is on the floor,
All I know is, it isn’t really true,
So get it while you can.
Written by Daniel Victor (1995)
Recorded by Ductape Halo on “Indie, Folk, Blues & Punk”