“AS REAL AS I FEEL”
Trading time, seeing what it was,
Living a secret, hiding out just because.
Feeling like a slave, to hungry to bite,
I’m not normal, don’t do anything…
Right now, I’m feeling like my age,
Becoming used to, this self-made cage.
Why am I, always alone?
Alien sweetness, is all I hold.
And we find,
New ways (to show that),
I am, trying to change
I want to, find a way,
To feel, as real as… (as) …I feel
As real as I feel.
Making out fine, growing into space,
I’m not crazy, at least not that craze.
How come it is, have nothing to share,
Always naked, everything I have to bear.
And we find,
New ways (to show that),
I am, trying to change
I want to, find a way,
To feel, as real as… (as) …I feel
As real as I feel.
Being, Lonely, I’ve gone squirrelly.
I’ve been, Training, For this big thing.
Taking, A piece of, what I don’t need.
Lazy, Issues, Come out screaming!
And we find,
New ways (to show that),
I am, trying to change
I want to, find a way,
To feel, as real as… (as) …I feel
As real as I feel.
Written by Daniel Victor (2000)
Recorded by Ductape Halo on “Loaded: Live at Dream St.”