Looking for Something I Can’t Find

”Looking for Something” 🎨 by Dan Victor • It’s like walking through a set of curtains that hang in the doorway, only partially obstructing vision. She comes through knowing what’s on the other side, but chooses to reveal herself. It is an excuse, to be looking for something, perhaps keys. Maybe a notebook. What is going on that is out of our field of vision. It is not favorable and perhaps jealousy that motivates her to interrupt what is about to happen.

In college, my friend was making out with a girl he knew I had feelings for. I was friends with her, but wanted more. They were both aware of this. I knew they were in his dorm room, and I lived across the hall.

I knocked on the door to see if I could find something. My exact words were “I can’t find nothing”. It was very true. I couldn’t find the attention I so desired from this girl, who was aware she had me by a string.

I don’t know why she would want to be such good friends with me. Perhaps I was safe. She knew I would never act on it. I just hated that she hooked up with many of my friends, people I introduced her to. I guess she couldn’t find anything either.

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Dan is an online personality, musician and visual artist. Host of Mental Chillness. Producer of DVD Concerts. Former editor in-chief of Popdust.com and former producer of Popdust Presents.

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